Take.Me.Anywhere

Hi again :) Still going on the relaxing soundtrack. My next subject was a thing I reflected long time ago, maybe 2 months, when I finally saw the Twilight Saga. I have never watched it, except the first one when I was a teen and I would spend my afternoon after school at my best friend's house. And yes I decided to watch it, to give it a chance, and I can say that I truly saw it. More, I felt it, besides all the ironic sarcasm jokes about this love story, for me it was only about eternity. Seeing through the vampire material, that story is about being eternal and for that I could dream so much, those people had the lucky of being eternal and forever young, of staying together for life. And for that, the story really got me sentimental. That story was made by humans but surpassed humanity. Being able to stay young and live with my beloved ones, yes I would trade everything for that.

Hello dears :). Yes I am quite relaxed by the sound of Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) Bethel Music, and the steer of rain. It's getting dark, nightfall feelings. And it is by this environment that I get my next topic post, after this one, hope you read as well. So in what should we waste our time? Is this the question. Only 24 hours and 7 days for week is what we have and it can sum up till a big number like 100 years of that time measure, but we will always have these 7 days to use, no matter what season, no matter what month, no matter what year, only seven days each with 24 hours. So, what do we do with them? Most of us spend it in nowadays technology and consume culture, most spend on lovers, most spend on work, most spend on doing nothing, most spend doing their favorite thing. But how can we have a big perspective of that time we are spending? How can we know not to waste time on lovers now, and only on work, or vice-versa? Or to waste (here the meaning of wast

Hello my dearest persons. It is true that people once thought I was lost, I was missing track, I was not going anywhere. Now I finally desire a future trace, a line of realistic insane life purposes. And I look to those who once said  I was destroying my inner power and still find them doing the same, having the same, expecting the same, hoping the same. Nothing in their life changed and when someone shows you with such conviction a need for a good future, you at least want them to show you they too have those goals, but no. So people talk when they can about a life they don't have, but they don't look at their owns. And today I was confronted with such people, people who was supposed to be so different, so cool, a synonym of what people should aim for, and they were just as boring as the bored people I avoid everyday. Same talks, same worries and never looking to the real point. Am I alone? Please someone out there, find me and tell me you know what I am talking a

Hello, ça va? Today is sunday, and as tomorrow is the non-expected monday, (that obvious but needed logic reminder), I have to do a lot of things to keep up for the week-start. Between the urge need of sleeping and the difficult of the same, I tend to live in a roller coaster, trying not to sleep in the middle of the day, but sometimes trying to get sleep at night. The result?... A misleading conception of a not so understood reality, of what «should I be doing instead». And my day turns into a search of that answer. And the conclusion?... Still missing the real result, but already knowing that certainly I always stay in a non place-time, mentally of course, travelling aboard universe. But physically wasting time and space. In the end?... When back to reality space-time, space around changed but I stay where I was at the beginning of the counting, and still trying to reach the result I want to discover. Einstein said «Time has no independent existence apart

Keep what you have . Keep your focus . Do not lose it, ever. Always remember your goal , what you want to achieve. You can slip it in a blink of an eye if you start to forget it. I know it is hard to keep the goal when you have to fight your inner you, the battles inside can be worse than all of the outside battles together. But never ,  never forget it for too long, because even if you remember the goal, it will be late. Time is perception for those who can manage it. So always keep in memory the goals you want to pursue before it is to late! Years take shape in loss, and loss consumes time, and time is life . Remember  not to forget it.

Hello my dears. Today I am gonna talk about some of my self most anxiety. Failing. Failing my goals. I am just going to be clear and simple about what I feel inside. I say to myself, «you do not need to depend on feelings and love from the others» but somehow once I get a glance of connection with someone, someone special on my way to see things through, I simply get anxious waiting for that people to show love for me. And I am that one person who does not show much love, because I do not always feel it. But when I do feel, I tend to have the urge to show it. Desperately showing it, because there is no way of wasting time not being loved. But between believing I am good alone, in a world of depending relationships, I inside feel a fear of not being needed, of not being loved for my inner light, my complicated person, because I have so much to give, but not to waste. So I am in the middle of two roads, the one of aware loneliness and the other of find someone. Best regards,

Hello! It's been a while...a long while since I came here last time... Days and days of change and soul modification. And that is my today's lesson: our mind is always changing, always new discovers, new feelings, updates of memories, so are we trustable? I don't believe so, my turning tables is just too intense. Everyone is turning tables about daily things without even noticing. It is just human logic. We have to see us as a 5.3 inches universe, (just a height example), and as an universe we are mutable. Every tiny detail is modifying our mind, we are growing our knowldgement and world awareness, so it is normal that our opinion yesterday it is a little different tomorrow, and it is good! But for trustable reasons, not that much. So my dears, my advice is not to put your life in someone's hands that easy, because things change and we too. Kisses, Masimmo!