I still like you, R.. When I say I was expecting anything else but to see you that day, I woke up, I had ahead a day with a lot, but to see you was more than that altogether. I drank my coffee with milk, after I pet my dog and I fed her, I took a shower, I had something to eat, I left my place. I met my friends, I saw cinema, I had ice cream, talked more with my friends, I took off to another place, I met another friends, I had wine, I listened to some music, I was happy, I left that place, I texted someone for more plans, I get an answer, I joined them, I headed to places. I met more friends, I danced, I was tired, I went to the car and I SAW you, I almost didn't, my brain was not processing that was you, I looked again and I called your name: "R!" "R!", you looked back, you saw me, you smiled, you talked, you looked exactly like you have always looked, you had exactly the same energy you have always had. Three years have gone by since we last saw each other, y...
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Fecho os olhos, a respiração interrompe-me. Estou viva para que conste e nada mais importa, Mas assim que abro os olhos e vejo que existo tudo perde a magia, Eu volto a saber quem sou. Quem sou mais do que conto aos outros, O que represento como ideia esvazia-me, Sou contínua peça de amostra. Por vezes cheia de confiança, repleta de passos largos, A maior parte das vezes carro em descarrilamento, Reduzo-me a nada. Se o tempo desaparece parece que nunca passou. Só vejo não faço parte, Alguma vez fiz? Tempo é noção de se estar, Pois o tempo a mais ninguém obedece. Se existo nesta vida existo sem forma, Sem ideia, ideias criaram-se. Transformo-me à medida da vida, Vejo vida, passo momentos. Talvez seja isto que seja viver, Perdida, não encontro lugar em mim, não me salvo. A salvação dificilmente se acha, por vezes emerge do que sou. E torno-me mais do que fui, salvo quem está a minha volta, Vejo que é possível chegar aí. Vivemos tod...
the day before I left
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I remember the day before I left You didn't look me in the eyes the entire day I felt alone, unseen, like a burden I could feel you hating my guts Stare fixed on something that was not me Chance to run, if you just could Day passed in sufferance, static movements We went to that place, you hated everything I was alone, looking at anyone but you People were not people they were background If they couldn't stop this I couldn't stop this Why would you hate me Day passed and you asked for a place to go A place to terminate the insufferable hours left I asked "what about that place we once went" No glance You took us there, no questions We entered we sat we ordered Silence Then you looked at me and caressed my face
I am still
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Lament, I do, every time I did not recognize your pain, Though I was thriving in our sun, You were somewhere worrying alone. Without me. Loss, I have, everyday that I cannot thank your for existing, Even though I appreciate you, every little piece of what you mean. Now this love has no where to go, it is stuck in a dark place with no windows and no door. Longing, I feel, so much in my skin, about what we gave each other, eyes locked, lips sealed. It is a nightmare today and tomorrow, where you at? Lucid, I try, to maintain every single second, In your absence, in my emotional grief, someone called. A knife in my heart, dark no colors, listening but not really. I exist crumbling inside, rooting for my salvation, someone will? Listless, I am, for what we lived, For what we could have been. For what I dreamt, For what it's worth, I am still.
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Sou um pedaço de tristeza Partido por razão infindável anterior à minha existência, Perdido sob falta de felicidade, sem destreza, Afastado pela solene aparência de alguém que uma vez quis ser feliz. Aquém de mar revoltado, terra molhada, pés descalços e frios, Sem casaco, sem cobertor, sem quem me acolher. Parto-me aos pedaços, pequeninos, cheia de arrepios, Por tanto seja isto a que eu chame o que a vida vide saber. Me encontrem, me salvem, me peçam perdão, Que a quem te ache no meio de tanto alvoroço, Talvez me achem, me fechem, me estendam a mão, Se há por aí sítio para mim, seja esse poço, que por aqui não dá mais alegria então.