Take.Me.Anywhere

Most of all we are all learning. Even the ones with the most experience of them all. There is always a new situation to learn from. But through all, there is one thing that cannot ever fade, your character. Through all of the awful situations we "must" pass in life, the respect for who we are, for what we built, being sure of our existence is the key to be happy. There are rules, very simple ones, so simple but yet people still cross them without looking back, for after then being asking how and why it happened. The rule I consider the most important one is to respect yourself. By respecting the respect you have for yourself all the things around you immediately transform, you take more time before you jump into rushing relations, you live healthier your relations, you live healthier with yourself.

That I am waiting for you to call. For you to change. To change for good. For not having those demons inside you. The face you made. That face is pure horror on you. You were not who I met. You were every single time you tried to ruin love for me. You change as day and night, like life has another meaning on you, like you are not for this human living but for a living of your own. I am starting to realize that is not by changing where you are that you are gonna change who you are, but who you want to be. There is nothing for you as you meant it, nothing like that, nothing in your imagination that can fit the ideas you are trying to put through, you live something you are dead for, you are dead for love. You said I was made for you.

I need to cry. To cry out this. There is no more love for the record. No more love to share, no more love to feel. There is nothing left. Something was ripped out of me, I guess it is this fear of not having, of feeling nothing. Most of all the feeling of feeling nothing. The sadness and loneliness I accept it. I no longer feel love. Something was ripped out of me. I feel the numbness of it. Love is nothing but a creation. An imaginary field. A failed project from the beginning. Do not come here talking about love, when you had it all. Do not dare. When you met someone good for you, When you simply left. Love is too much divine to be experienced by humans, we just tend to ruin it all.

Before anything, let me say that I love you. Now is truly true that is not just because you are beautiful that exists such love for you. when you are the ugliest person, this love still remains, strong as ever. And it continues when you are so wrong, The feeling of knowing you are not perfect. Knowing you this well. I have a lot of things to say to you, A world to tell you, mostly about how to get to know you to the point your family aks about you because they know your true, love is here, it is me. Most of me is writing about how this love is bigger than anything I did not save anyone's life to have you saving mine. Yet you did.