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Expectation.

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Expecting what you can't predict, because you can never predict, and I do think that the more you predict the less it happens, I really do believe that. Every single time I was expecting something, I got zero from what I expected to have. That is why expectation is such a way of not predicting at all, it's like you assuming a possibility of not happening that. Don't expect then, live.

There.Is.Something

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There is nothing. Life is about nothing becoming everything and turning into nothing again. At the beginning having everything is the only thing they want from the nothing that there is, the feeling of having nothing at that moment for them is nothing they want to have, so they start creating and constructing till they have everything, but once they have it, they miss the times where there was nothing, when things were wild and free. Nothing seems so good after having everything, than back to have nothing again. 

Dream.A.Little.Dream

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Dreaming is such a power plataform. A non-reality among this reality, until it's proven the opposite view. For me I can say I dream every day, multiple times per night, multiple dreams and stories and role plays. It's always an adventure to dream. I never know if I'm going to awake in shock or super happy because of a night dream. I had already so many, and sometimes repetitive ones, specially the disturbing kind. And yes there was a time I was afraid of dreaming because of that, and it's an occurrence since very young. Today I can say I am in peace with my dreams. Yes they tend to show me a world of possibilities I would hate to live on, a person I don't want to be, doing things I tottaly disagree with, but the only option is to embrace it, and let it go. Freud studied the dream concept, and I agree with him, the subconscious has it full perception in the dream, being the most pure it can be. And back to reality we have only to continue our conciesnce, boxed ...

Remember.To.Not.Forget.

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Today's feelings and thoughts. You will never have the moment you are living now. You only are younger now. You are never younger than this second before. Each moment after you are older.

Shiver.

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Fear is what I mostly feel He said something I could not predict Not to accept him as mine  He could in a second fly by. So I question: Why saying something like that Making me feel  This weirdness inside. I'd prefer not standing here, In this position, Definitely not clear. I wish I could have a prediction. And now I can simply assure, Only a thing to those. Fly away now, Or someday it is their turn.