Take.Me.Anywhere

Ah... Yes that's my first thought now. Just a mere "ah...". I don't know if it's for being Monday, but this is not quite beautiful for the eye today. But now I'm thinking "okay this day has not been the best till now". For information although I'm posting at night, I wrote the text at 4 pm, on my way to college. So the bus once again didn't appear making me go angry and with the "giving up feeling" once more. And the pharmacy is not helping because I am asking for a medicine paper since last week, it's like a non-stop action, of going there and ask for my pills' paper! And these little things make me think about "where do I find happiness in the day-by-day life", in this constant routine? In my future hopes? In my dreams that are still here? So the answer is that my happiness is not real. Because I'm not feeling it at the moment, I just hope I will feel it once I have my dreams come true. But ...

Good Night everyone, Here in Lisbon it's exactly 22:38 pm, I'm hearing my lovely and eternal band, Coldplay, "Always in my head", and hoping everything is working good for you all. My theme for today is sad. I was just going  home and passed by a street that I've never had passed before, and what I saw almost put me tears in my eyes. I saw three old people just standing there, sitting far from each other and staring for nowhere. Just waiting...but for what...? And then I realize...they were waiting for death to come.

Looking up to the sky... I don't want to see the mess around me, the rush, the missing senses and feelings and emotions in every corner of every place. And those empty eyes...please no. I just close my eyes and pray for this to be something I just experience now and never more. Because one day I'll run from this all. One day... I feel alone here. Earth you're so big for me, but even though I feel no space for me here. I feel there's no room. People don't want me here because I'm not empty. I will never be. I'm full of emotions, they don't like it. They hate emotions. They want us all equal. They want just puppets to fill the needs of this society. Who are they? Sometimes you are apart of them. Don't let it be. Never let that happen, even when they call you weird or strange. I prefer this side of my moon. And yes if I could I would live in the moon, just far away from them. Let me dream....                       ...

Hi everyone. Hope everything is alright with you. As you know September is coming and also all the meaning attached to it. The beginning of work, classes, friendships, and new beginnings. And I'm wondering if I'm ready for that. I think I'm not. The reason is my inner me. And I was thinking every single one of us has something that make us feel like a little bug in a human world. A non protected creature, exposed to the worse of this world. That thing only few people like your parents know, or just you and your partner. Or just you. I feel that for my most tremendous weakness. This weakness is so strong that sometimes makes me want to give up everything, so what's the solution?  Living through this weakness?  Accept this? This weakness makes me run away from everything. This summer I didn't have any summer. The reason was my weakness. I feel alone because of it. For more people I have around me, I feel alone because of this. It's difficult. A kiss...

Hello everyone. I am sad. I am hurt. I am crying. They hurt me. They know it is not okay their actions. But they do not care. They see the pain growing. But they do not understand. Time is passing. I am getting older. They are getting older. Everyone is just getting older. Time is passing. They are not there if I need. But they do not care. What do they care? About themselves.