I am still
Lament, I do, every time I did not recognize your pain, Though I was thriving in our sun, You were somewhere worrying alone. Without me. Loss, I have, everyday that I cannot thank your for existing, Even though I appreciate you, every little piece of what you mean. Now this love has no where to go, it is stuck in a dark place with no windows and no door. Longing, I feel, so much in my skin, about what we gave each other, eyes locked, lips sealed. It is a nightmare today and tomorrow, where you at? Lucid, I try, to maintain every single second, In your absence, in my emotional grief, someone called. A knife in my heart, dark no colors, listening but not really. I exist crumbling inside, rooting for my salvation, someone will? Listless, I am, for what we lived, For what we could have been. For what I dreamt, For what it's worth, I am still.